6-8 months left
mother fucker didnt realize how fast time flew past. Feels like yesterday i was partying it up with my mates in kl. fuck. fuck. fuck.
Just decided to change my goals.
1. Score epic GPA’s.
2. Party up like fuck as much as i can, making the most of my limited time here
3. Throw Epic Parties like i use to.
4. Have fun with all my mates ere
the time to lay low and limiting myself, has PASSED. FUCK THAT SHIT.
AZ IS BACK IN MOTION BITCH! Bring The NOISE!
oh yea, im fucking stoked about friday, hopefully another epic chapter in my life, Langkawi with my mates. Yes the idea of cheap booze, ciggys, beach, and partying up with mates is just… Epic.
Oh yea and next year, fucking epic year. My 20th, so it of course has to be epic. And my bro shah’s 21st. Hmm possibility of 2 joint parties? High probability.
On epic house party, and one epic party at zouk. Oh and to my mates reading this, mumzy said will have open house After i get back from langkawi, cause if it were during langkawi, defeats the purpose right? haha. And chiq! I FUCKING MISS YOU Aunts! our discussion sessions in your car while jas does somethin dodgy at the park ahaha. GET YOUR ASS BACK IN KL.
You are a Rah! There’s nothing like a good gaffaw on the young society scene for one’s weekend. Head up to Henley in the 4 x 4 with a bunch of mates from Bristol. It’s all about having fun right now, but you’ll ask Daddy to put the feelers out for that job in the city on Monday. There’s plenty of time when one is young, no?
Apparently this is what i am? True?
True Love
True love is a sacred flame
That burns eternally,
And none can dim its special glow
Or change its destiny.
True love speaks in tender tones
And hears with gentle ear,
True love gives with open heart
And true love conquers fear.
True love makes no harsh demands
It neither rules nor binds,
And true love holds with gentle hands
The hearts that it entwines is Yours & Mine.
To her…
xxx
What A Way to Celebrate Malaysia’s Merdeka by partying it up in the foam with friends.
Must do it again soon mates..
Van Wilder : Freshmen Year
One of the funniest movies i have seen, a movie i highly recommend, as the lines used in the movie is unforgettable and hilarious. And yes i believe college life should be like one of coolidge’s. A movie i highly recommend you watch :) Just as good as the first, but defo better than the 2nd one.
I heard this songs with a couple of mates, and the remark they made about the song was quite funny yet insulting at the same time lol. ” Az this is soo you mate!”
” haha.. fuck you” haha
Friday, September 4th 09
“To Say I Love You, Is To Completely Surrender Oneself”
Friday, September 4, 2009
3:44 AM
I once wrote, awhile back that i feared that i would end up alone. As those close to me said, not likely or Chill Az. Of course yet again they were right. The feeling was passing, life seemed to be back on track. However the feeling of being alone still isn’t completely gone.
I recently just met up with a very old friend, one of my oldest and closest friends. Yes we dated, and yes she was my first love and i hers. However the relationship was short lived as i feared long distance and broke it of leaving it very much unfinished. Now as she is back in my life, i feel like iw as the person i was a long time ago, the person i tried to forget, for reasons even now i don’t remember. I’m smiling again. Been awhile, yes i was very much jealous and disappointed when Ms. A chose mr. M.S (for certain purposes i shall not mention their names). But as long as she is happy right? Life worked out somehow some way, in the weirdest way.
Some say, I’m always +1. Is that true? Am i always and have always been +1? It’s quite a upsetting thought, that i don’t have just Az. No +1 with that.
Random thoughts fill my head over and over again. Just had the busiest yet quite fun weekend with a few friends and sorting my little brother out. Finally that lil fuck has got his mind straightened out and in order. Let’s see how long this one lasts. A good friend said to me “No matter what happens, no matter how bad the situation gets, never give up, even when others do so, Don’t give up. He’s Blood man. “. Finally it feels like the storm is calming down, and the rays of sun are slowly breaking through the dark ominous clouds. Keep looking up, don’t let them get you down. Ah fuck its 4am, sahur time… Been having trouble sleeping lately.. no idea why. Will update again soon. Shiba! Just fucking remembered the review of mine has to be shortened to 300 -.- .. AHH Shiba!!




